I feel so lost; so all alone. I don't know how to grieve this. I don't know what to do.
My well-meaning friends do all that they know to do for me, yet I avoid them like the plague. I don't knwo what I want them to do, so how can they possibly know what to do? I don't know how to handle them -or myself. I don't want to push them away, but I just can't deal with anyone or anything right now.
I don't belong anywhere. My somewhere I belong is charred ashes and rubble.
And so I float, and hope that I land somewhere solid.